I just wrote two paragraphs on pain. Embarrassed myself, deleted it, and wrote this. Now here I am, feeling pretty crappy about this blog, among other things.
Why do I start things I can't finish?
Why do I promise things I can't deliver?
Why do I let myself let myself down time after time. And yes, I meant let myself let myself.
Why do I feel this weight of the world on my shoulders one minute and then have it disappear the next? Why, when it's bearing down on me, do I desperately want to do something about it but feel far too mentally wiped out to do anything at all?
Why is work so hard?
And why, oh why, am I writing this out in a place that is so public?
Maybe you feel it too. It's nice to know you're not alone.
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